Tuesday, January 12, 2010
First Day of School ♥
1:20 AM
today's the first day of school. the day where everyone would have to drag themselves out of their cosy little bed to travel near for some, far for many, to a place where everyone get together once again called school. well yeah sure, i was so damn excited to meet my friends once again, but how keen am i actually to go back to that place once again? somehow the immediate reaction upon meeting my friends was "OMG! I MISS THEM ALL SO MUCH!!" but of cos at the same time i hate how much it is that i'll be separated from them for the whole of this year. it's like the thought of it just scares me real bad. i mean yes. i've told and convince myself regarding this matter before but it's like i cant help it! it's like some sort of natural reaction or something.
i shall keep it as that, before this post become an emo one. i'm suppose to think positive. yes lynette! go for it lynette! and sometimes it's like u totally know and fully expected everything already. yet when the time comes, it just feel like as if gosh! i've never expected this to happen before. but as for now. i really want to keep this as a neutral post. so i shall stop it just here, and share with you a little about my first day at school.
amazingly, i totally sat in the lt and rot for a good 5 hrs for what seemed like 5 days. it was all the talks and the gettign down firm and hard on you guys crap. oh ya. i had an attire and personal grooming check too! yes fk! on the first day of school! -.- aft that i had a break till ard 950? whereby we'd all be addressed by the principal and subsequently a distinguish speaker series. well i have to admit that that guy did hit me a little. the way he responds to questions i had but not clarified. i mean it's like when he was my age, he already knew what he wants and what he's looking for. and yep! having been through the same, if not more experience than us. he did good. i shall not elaborate on him further though. oh ya. n yep i got signed up for pottery lessons, out of my own will! oh well fk it! who cares! Zzz shitz man! n yep tomorrow's timetable would be a hectic one! =X
8-10am H2 Chem
10-12pm H2 Math
12-1pm MY ONLY BREAK FOR THE ENTIRE DAY!!!
1-3pm H2 Phy
3-4pm CHINESE (OH FML!)
yes! that is my freaking timetable for tomorrow! god dammit! i totally do NOT get why am i suppose to take chinese! it's a total waste and inefficient allocation of resources! HONESTLY!! this shucks man!
and oh ya. i forgot to mention that classes now feel like CRAP! honestly. it's like all my buddies are gone! charles and mahirah! omg! how fun it would have been if they were here with me. but i guess not. fml! so i'm gonna spend my subsequent 2 weeks in total agony as my only closely acquainted friend is in the freaking arts stream while my classmates have their own clique to bond with! so bravo! congrats lyn! oh well, like they always say, blessings for a great day ahead! i really hope that will happen to me! a great day ahead is all i need!! =)
