so here it goes!

LOTS of crap have happened lately, and honestly i don't really want to pen them down.

life has been.. rather terrible?

it's seems like as if i have finally had an enjoyable weekend at my class chalet.. then BAM! this shit comes along! like for the love of god! how m i suppose to react??!!

my future seems bleak now.. it's like i'm at the crossroad, chosing which path i should take. yeah damn! n i thought i have decided this in the beginning of this year after my O's already! cant believe i jus wasted 1 freaking whole year of my life!! damn! i hate how things go!

PW is squeezing every bit of brain juice left out of me, i can barely focus in lecture, seriously! i KOed after a decent 10 mins! beat that man! regardless of the subject, early mornings or late afternoons! 10 mins is all i need to my route to lala land!

my mind is filled with all kinds of weird stuff right now! i've got random emotions and barely able to control them either. hah but i'm proud to say i've yet to shed a tear! even though i was really tempted to do so..

honestly man! if you're reading this, you'd probably be lost some where along the lines, esp if you're a guy (they cant multi-task)!

hais.. should i say keeping faith? it should come in handy now right? so y the shit am i consoling people when i can barely save myself! hah bull crap. this happens when i think of too many things at the same time! things jus go ZAM! n bang! there ya go! a whole chunk of bullcrap! =X

well let's end of with a quote then,

there are many reasons why life sucks, yet only 1 reason why we still live..

hah what sort of rubbish quote is this! gosh i have no idea!

survival.. for that.. we struggle..