or i'm changing..

and i'm going with the latter..

or rather.. i feel that i've changed in some ways or another.. yet i cant seem to stop it!

it's just NOT me!

NOT me to feel this way! NOT me to express in this manner! NOT me to do these things!

yet i cant stop myself from changing..i guess..

i feel weird.. like weird freaky weird.. seriously!

i get pissed off way faster.. react to thing in the wrong manner or not reacting at all.. and i cant seem to control the words that comes out from my mouth.. nor the things that i did or did not type/do and regret it afterwards..

and i don't feel like laughing as much anymore..

i guess maybe i'm tired..

only i would know what that meant..