Saturday, May 30, 2009
2006 ♥
1:05 PM
Heyhey!
this is something i found from one of my old blogs which i found to be rather impactful.. i did this in 2006 so do pardon me for the poor language.. =)
here is something that always happens...first u were born...not knowing anything in this complicated world...den having two really sweet caring people who took the efford to make u...to care and teach u morals and all sorts of values...of course...at that very point of life...it is no doubt that you will feel like at if u were the luckiest and happiest person in the world...u do not have any stress...any worries or difficulties and the only think tat you really have to care and bother about is whether or not ur food is delivered to u on time or if u want more toys...
then comes a point where u get to sch and ur sweet companions are there holding your hands tightly...making sure you look before you cross the road or even making sure that you enjoy your day at school...it somehow brings a little child a strong sense of security and family warmth that no one is able to give as much to u...
those were the best time of anyone's life...a time when life was filled with true happiness...joy...faith...care and concern...its a time when ur sweet companions are the ones whom u trust most...the ones u will first be willing to tell them about ur problems at school...often the reply was of great calmness and patience...also a time when u r willing to go out to the malls with...to proudly hold their hands and have a body language saying..."Hey! Look! I have the best parents!"
however...wat comes next would be known as the turning point...a point when u find that you are loosing faith in them...a point where life starts to suck...a point of time when u think that ur companions were no longer so sweet...gentle and patient with you a point when u will soon start to realise that the people whom you use to trust and depens so badly on are no longer the people who understands you..yet at the very same time you'll start to fins out that hey! there r still many people out there who shares the same problems with you...they know how u feel and what you have always longed for...
But that was just the beginning...in anytime sooner...u will some how loose complete faith in them..and wondered where your lovely companions gone...it will seem as if someone had had your parents swapped...giving you the meanest...unreasonable and never understanding parents...depriving you of the joy of being chased...the happiness of youth...most of it all...the experience of love...a word too complex and unable to be define...
so what happens next is all the sadness that will bring tears to even the strongest girls...u want so badly to find your dear companions which were long lost within the person you are living with..yet somewhere deep down..you have a feeling that they could no longer be found..
What have become of them? the very same people who would gladly tuck you to bed every night in the past are the ones who made you cry to sleep.. the very same people who brought you to this world, feel like the very same people who would take your life away..are your caring companions really gone? how did it even become like this? you may ask..yet somehow the answers are nowhere to be found..at least not yet..
Sometimes...life just seem so nice...yet at times life seems like as if the whole world is all out to go against you...living here and now..it's one mystery itself..
