Tuesday, January 12, 2010
First Day of School ♥
1:20 AM
today's the first day of school. the day where everyone would have to drag themselves out of their cosy little bed to travel near for some, far for many, to a place where everyone get together once again called school. well yeah sure, i was so damn excited to meet my friends once again, but how keen am i actually to go back to that place once again? somehow the immediate reaction upon meeting my friends was "OMG! I MISS THEM ALL SO MUCH!!" but of cos at the same time i hate how much it is that i'll be separated from them for the whole of this year. it's like the thought of it just scares me real bad. i mean yes. i've told and convince myself regarding this matter before but it's like i cant help it! it's like some sort of natural reaction or something.
i shall keep it as that, before this post become an emo one. i'm suppose to think positive. yes lynette! go for it lynette! and sometimes it's like u totally know and fully expected everything already. yet when the time comes, it just feel like as if gosh! i've never expected this to happen before. but as for now. i really want to keep this as a neutral post. so i shall stop it just here, and share with you a little about my first day at school.
amazingly, i totally sat in the lt and rot for a good 5 hrs for what seemed like 5 days. it was all the talks and the gettign down firm and hard on you guys crap. oh ya. i had an attire and personal grooming check too! yes fk! on the first day of school! -.- aft that i had a break till ard 950? whereby we'd all be addressed by the principal and subsequently a distinguish speaker series. well i have to admit that that guy did hit me a little. the way he responds to questions i had but not clarified. i mean it's like when he was my age, he already knew what he wants and what he's looking for. and yep! having been through the same, if not more experience than us. he did good. i shall not elaborate on him further though. oh ya. n yep i got signed up for pottery lessons, out of my own will! oh well fk it! who cares! Zzz shitz man! n yep tomorrow's timetable would be a hectic one! =X
8-10am H2 Chem
10-12pm H2 Math
12-1pm MY ONLY BREAK FOR THE ENTIRE DAY!!!
1-3pm H2 Phy
3-4pm CHINESE (OH FML!)
yes! that is my freaking timetable for tomorrow! god dammit! i totally do NOT get why am i suppose to take chinese! it's a total waste and inefficient allocation of resources! HONESTLY!! this shucks man!
and oh ya. i forgot to mention that classes now feel like CRAP! honestly. it's like all my buddies are gone! charles and mahirah! omg! how fun it would have been if they were here with me. but i guess not. fml! so i'm gonna spend my subsequent 2 weeks in total agony as my only closely acquainted friend is in the freaking arts stream while my classmates have their own clique to bond with! so bravo! congrats lyn! oh well, like they always say, blessings for a great day ahead! i really hope that will happen to me! a great day ahead is all i need!! =)
Sunday, January 10, 2010
100110 ♥
7:04 PM
Alright alright! today's the 10th! that means! yes yes! it's officially exactly 1 month till my 18th birthday!! yay!! ^^ hahaha. guys!! rmb this date!! 10 FEBRUARY!! Very very important date! oh well sadly it falls on a freaking wednesday! which lies in the middle of a school week, which also means too busy for celebration, which also means shitz! it wouldn't be a good birthday! and yes yes what's worse is wednesday is a cca day! which means damn.. i'd end school at 7pm! do u have any idea how sad it is! to spend the whole day in school and like less than 5hrs to truly enjoy your 18th birthday which is suppose to be a really big thing?! damn! how i wish i'm born during those holiday seasons whereby i can easily call my friends out to celebrate my birthday with them, or maybe book a chalet and have a crazy 18th birthday party with them! but dang! i cant! cos it's a freaking school day! goddammit! it's always like this!! every single year! either it clashes with CNY or It's just a freaking school day!
oh well! another thing about the 10th! haha! yes folks! it's the last day of school holidays! at least for the jc peeps! =) oh well! it's a fresh new school year for me! so rightfully, i SHOULD be excited! but i'm not! haha i just my friends would all know why or somehow or rather, feel the same! =T yeap me and my clique at school are all split up into different class and for me different levels! oh well! one has to live and adapt with what they have. =X
alright! in approx 15 mins.. it'll be the end of my holidays! so good luck to me for the new school year! ^^
Saturday, January 2, 2010
New Year Resolution 2010 ♥
5:20 AM
1. Go online only after 10pm everyday (11pm subsequently or every alternate day if possible)
2. Clear my room the last weekend of every month (Throw away useless stuff)
3. Stop fooling around and get serious (in every aspect)
4. Lose at least 3kg by june (5kg by end of year)
5. Keep in touch with all of my good friends
6. And if all of the above are accomplished, Get a boyfriend!
Friday, January 1, 2010
NEW YEAR'S DAY 010110 ♥
4:53 AM
Heyhey people! oh yeah! it's the great new year's day!! i can feel the excitement right now! right here!!
yeah right! -.- i've just came back from vivo city + supper (gosh i'm so gonna get fatter again!! =T). well i could say i had a great night, that is from 11pm onwards. but honestly, the live performance that they had at vivo (the one for channel 8) wasn't exactly good at all. seriously, i think the only thing that i enjoyed was the dance performed by a group of guys (they say it's the strawberry group or something. -.- lame i know) but well, a couple of guys there really had the vibe of super junior's sorry. man i love that song!! hahaha XD it just drives me crazy every time i hear it! i'll upload the video for you guys if i get the chance! (i mean the super junior's sorry btw)
alright! so here i am once again! stuck in this lonely hole of mine, my bedroom that is. n seriously, it isnt much of a bedroom. it's more like a storeroom cum study room cum bed room and yep! guess what! it's freaking messy. honestly sometimes it's not like as if i cant take the messiness of my room or not. but rather, the problem is my room is so tiny that i can barely fit all my stuffs in! it's like i have a bursting wardrobe and a table piled with guidebooks etc. gosh! oh ya n plushies all over my bed! come on!! for a room smaller than an average kitchen, how can i store all these in right. n did i mention that my bed is a single bed?! that is just tragic! seriously. i'm a person who's a great fan of plushies and especially chipmunks like chip & dale. so with 2 chipmunks of approximately 30cm and a chipmunk cushion as well as a gigantic 60cm chipmunk! there just aint any space left for the poor me to sleep! =X okie fine i asked for it. it was me who wanted them in the first place. so i should shut up and stop whining. =X okie. shut up lynette.
alright! somehow it still feels like 311209 to me although it's now 010110. =X i guess i will miss 2009! no matter how much i hate it! Actually i thought about it, and i've decided that until i fully make up my mind, i shall come up with a few new year resolutions! haha! that should keep me busy a lil rather than rotting till mushrooms grow on my head right? oh well! i wish for a great year ahead 2010! HAPPY NEW YEAR!! =D
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Last Day Of The Year 2009 ♥
8:53 PM
Heyhey!
today's officially the last day of the year 2009! well a lot have happened through this year and oh! thank god i'm glad i've survived this year! well, i should say that this year is officially the worst year of my life! followed by the year 2004! Geez! i'm barely 18 and yet it feels like i've already experienced half of my life! i've just recently switched from blogger to tumblr and today, while being bored and having nothign else better to do, i decide to create a live journal! amazing how it never hit me to create an account until now, the last day of the year 2009!
oh well, let me see, for starters, i should maybe have a bit of introduction on this thing, cos honestly, i've never had a live journal account before and this is suppose to be somewhat a post to test how how this whole thing works. apparently the main reason why i decided to dump blogger was because blogger simply cant allow me to post a post privately, like only me, lynette can see it. and it sort of sucks especially when u really god damn down but u can post a whole lot of bullcrap just for your pleasure. okie! maybe that is the whole point about blogging i mean like geez! if u cant stand people looking at ur post online then y not get get a thick book and write a diary instead right?! honestly that was what i thought. the old traditional way of expressing your feelings, where no one except u and the book (if it were alive) would ever get to see all your dirty little secrets. but well! blogging is one of the excuses i use to let myself spend time on my baby (laptop). =)
so like i said! i started out with blogger, then tumblr (a few days ago) because my friend told me it's way better than blogger or live journal. n yep! yes it is, if u wanna find some meaningful quotes and reblog them so u can visit them at your own pace. n yeah! it allows you to publish private too! i should be happy with that right? so why create a livejournal now? good question! somehow, something in me just says, girl! create a livejournal! so here i am on the last day of the year, posting!
gosh! does that makes me someone with no life? blogging at this point in time, where most people my age are crazy celebrating or preparing to celebrate at least, for the big countdown! where here i am, stuck in my, smaller than my kitchen, room, blogging like there's no tomorrow. oh well! maybe it's time i get a life and stop blogging in front of a screen!
Monday, December 28, 2009
Update.. ♥
8:28 PM
time flies and soon it'll be a brand new year. now i have mixed feelings about this. i should be happy somehow.. and at the same time. i feel that time is running out and yep i've yet to fully make up my mind. it's like i'm being half hearted here and there.
well christmas was just a few days ago and sad to say i actually dint enjoy this year's christmas at all! amazing.. so much for looking forward to it so badly and only getting more disappointed. and i backed out on what i planned to do this christmas. haha! =T
so just to revive this dead blog. what can i say! i'm rotting my life away this holiday season, getting excited over things i'm not suppose to get excited over and pretending to be excited over things that i use to get excited by. confused? that is your problem!
i cant deny that i've changed alot recently and whether you noticed it or not, that is also your problem! if you did, congrats if not, too bad. hmm and somehow, after wasting this whole year away, i'm glad i did learn something and i hope i'm not wrong about it. hah then again. not everyone get to experience what i've been through this year and hopefully none will. not very pleasant i swear.
as for 2010. it's a mystery. it's a wonder how i can lie on bed thinking of what might happen next. sometimes hoping this will happen, sometimes wishing that will never come true.. but then again, like the say.. tomorrow's a mystery. we've got to live to know what will happen next.
hah that reminds me of drama serials. how u have to start with the first ep no matter how boring it is and not being allowed to skip to the last ep cos u cant figure out how much you've actually missed. now that is for me! as much as i want to put in the next few eps of my life, to see what i will actually turn out to be, i cant.
i remember there is one phrase, but i cant remember the whole phrase, something like today's decision determines tomorrow something. hmm so i should look forward to 2010. since 2009 is the suckest time of my life. the mixture of all flavours, just like how puke would taste! =X
alrights! to 2010! may it not be as sucky as it was this year! ^^
Labels: there are certain things that are better left unspoken
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
♥
12:58 AM
Life.
After living 17 years, 10 months and 5 days. i realize something about life. or at least, my life. this very 4 letter word, should just replace the 4 letter word that we all know. FUCK. cause that's exactly what life is!
if you were to ask of a list of things that i like about life. it'd probably be this long. but if it was what i hate about life, the list remains endless. the first thing we question about life is, why does it always have to be this way. or why does it always end this way. n true enough, whether you are black white yellow brown or whatever colour, fat thin tall short, male female, we all end up 6 feet underground. so what's all the fuss about?
Monday, November 9, 2009
pretend ♥
2:03 AM
let's play pretend!
someone must have signed an agreement with me
and i got hook to the game
pretending..
i'm sick of it
cant i quit playing this game now?
please?
